Depressed?

i really wanna say this to you, but i cant do it... tried keeping it in, it felt like torture... so i guess i'll try here..

By doing this, your hurting me more... you ask me to wait, then you neglect me completely. you make me feel like i was nothing to you, being fooled by your words. i regret so much, stepping into this, i should have gave up... and, just so you know, my love is slowly turning into doubt and sadness..

Pls dun comment, this is just a post to help myself feel better...

boring

Tmr is competition le... im tired, and i badly need some sleep. Today was just plain simple lessons throughout, but SEd was just irratating when every1 keeps toking. Almost fell asleep... was emo-ish since lunch, dun wanna know why..

Robo is stressing...

Today was boring, but assembly was damn funneh :D Weitiong was dancing with Meow and some other dance club members :D the rest of the day was ... depressing and tiring. =-= ROBOTICS COMPETITION IS ON FRIDAY, im already so tired ;(

Did you consider my feelings =-=
when you blurted out idiot?
I know it wasnt intentional but still...

These are the Dezaru trip Pics~~

This is a Plantation :D DAMMMMM BIGGGG

We saw a DEER farm!!

Portrait Pic of the 2 Awesome food~

Rendang :D MARVELOUS

Bamboo Rice :D Delicious~

Da Fruit Farm~~

My KitKat Ice-Cream~~

Ostrich that taste like Beef!!

My Initials on the Beach :D

Dezaru Trip!!

Harlo!! Back from Dezaru.

Day 1:
when we reached there, was already 3,o,clock so we didnt do much. my mum and dad went for spa, stayed in hotel room wif sisters and danced, napped, quarreled, practiacally everything to make sure we're not bored. after that, parents came back, so went for a snack before dad brought us out to the beach, played with sand, enjoyed the sea breeze. spent bout 1h eating and 15 mins playing at the beach. Then went back to room to clean up, went for dinner with my mum's friend. Dinner's menu was: Lobster, Kampung chicken, Vegee, Ostrich (yes, the gigantic bird that cant fly). quite awesome meal, the ostrich tasted similar to beef, not too bad :D Next was chill time, bought KitKat IceCream, which turned my teeth Brown o.o Then played POOl with Yok Chee and Uncle WeeLee. won all :D LAstly was going back to hotel room and shower before sleeping.

Day 2:
woke up about 8, wash up and went for buffet breakfast, relatively okay... then Boarded around the Hotel, after that was the FRUIT FARM :D damn fun, total bought: 3 durian, 2kg passion fruit, 1kg mangosteen, 1kg duku Lansat, 2kg dragon fruit, 1 bunch of bananas, 1kg jackfruit, 1 packet mango o.o. Damn thats alot =-=. then moved on the driving to Johor, on the way, stop by the street to buy Bamboo rice and Rendang o.o Was suprized at how AWESOME it tasted!!. Finally, drove to Johor and had lunch there be4 going back to SG ;D

I will Post Pics in the next post!!

I really missed you throughout the trip
was thinking of you since i got there.

This is Tiring

I'm tired of this... my life is so confusing, decision making everyday, be it hard or simple. stress is overloading, a million competitions pouring in, overnights with irratating people ( Specifically Felix) long school hours everyday, even after AP gotta stay =-= I guess im whining agn.. lack of sleep, not such a good mood. thats all for todae :D Bye~


Its not Infactuation, Its Love,
Just to let you know,
I'm still waiting for You.

I LOVE ROBO

I am in love with robotics!! not becos we have training everyday =-= Obviously... Its Because ME AND SEAN ARE GOING TO JAPAN TO REP SG NXT YEAR !!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE JAPANJAPANJAPANJAPANJAPAN Haha.. today nthng much luh.. morning physics lesson sang national anthem like about 7 times? its like wth? then after that was recess then chinese, had the crap book test O.O i completely Screwed it =-= after chinese, Maths.. oh, btw Ms Mariana ask me if i wanna join her class, must give reply by tmr, but i really cant decide. =-= any advice? then eng listened to the debate, Federick was like PWNing the whole debate, Damn funny LOL :D LUNCH was Just boring, Last period was Music, cher nvr come, was day-dreaming o.o


I dun want you to force urself to like me... if you really do, you do. if not, please don't.

Changed my skin :D

I'm going crazy over all Kpop Songs O.O They totally Pwn English songs. No offence to people who prefer eng songs =-=. my whole playlist is composed of Kpop Songs ;D Tmr doing ipw online o.o hope it goes well... and today did nothing except slack at home.. im soooo lazy ;D